Dear Lord,
You know of my struggle…my worries…doubts…I lay them before your feet.
I have faith. I try to understand but yet I fail to. Only You know the reasons why. I trust this is all not in vain but to better serve you Lord.
I feel guilt…why must it be this way? Only You know.
Lord, I pray for my family, my friends and my enemies. I pray that You know the way. Of course You do.
Please show me what I need to know. Please watch over me as I stumble along this current journey.
The devil…oh how he lurks. Waiting for me to crack…to fall at his feet but I will not and I have faith You will not let me.
You give me strength. I love You for that. You give me knowledge, peace a warmth I cannot describe.
Everyday I need You and You are there everyday.
I have moments of weakness yet You still lift me up.
Mark 1:32-34When evening came, after the sun had set, they began bringing to Him all who were ill and those who were demon-possessed. And the whole city had gathered at the door. And He healed many who were ill with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He was not permitting the demons to speak, because they knew who He was.
I know who You are…I have gathered at the door…I am ill and I pray that you heal me. I tune out the demons…I only want to hear Your voice…feel Your love.
I only know to turn to You…who else can I truly turn to? May you heal me oh Lord. May you watch over me during this time. It is not for nothing. This much I know.
They say You give us no more than we can handle…I will handle this because You will make sure I do.
Amen