You know of my struggle…my worries…doubts…I lay them before your feet.
I have faith. I try to understand but yet I fail to. Only You know the reasons why. I trust this is all not in vain but to better serve you Lord.
I feel guilt…why must it be this way? Only You know.
Lord, I pray for my family, my friends and my enemies. I pray that You know the way. Of course You do.
Please show me what I need to know. Please watch over me as I stumble along this current journey.
The devil…oh how he lurks. Waiting for me to crack…to fall at his feet but I will not and I have faith You will not let me.
You give me strength. I love You for that. You give me knowledge, peace a warmth I cannot describe.
Everyday I need You and You are there everyday.
I have moments of weakness yet You still lift me up.
When evening came, after the sun had set, they began bringing to Him all who were ill and those who were demon-possessed. And the whole city had gathered at the door. And He healed many who were ill with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He was not permitting the demons to speak, because they knew who He was.
I know who You are…I have gathered at the door…I am ill and I pray that you heal me. I tune out the demons…I only want to hear Your voice…feel Your love.
I only know to turn to You…who else can I truly turn to? May you heal me oh Lord. May you watch over me during this time. It is not for nothing. This much I know.
They say You give us no more than we can handle…I will handle this because You will make sure I do.